honesty

to be honest.. i just cant leave you... i just know it from the beginning .. i just knew that i cant leave you.. even you have done so many things that have hurt my feeling .. i just cant bare imagining me.. living in this world without you... i think it is a small matter for you.. ( i guess) but gee... its a totally a big matter for me.. in my mind i would say to myself..


if i could just be the most important person in your life, then oh, how happy i would be.. it cant be anybody else but you.. and if its not you.. i.. i just dont know what to do... no matter how much i hurt you.. and get hurt by you.. i find myself.. far from hating you.. actually hoping that those wounds would scar like burns.. because then can never forget me, and you will never be able to leave my side..